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Hi, i have only recently discovered this site and i must say i am compelled to share. I want your opinion on this.

Back when I was 13 I had a step father who I was not particularly fond of. He was sorta creepy, I always thought he was kind of a jerk, and my friends wouldn't wana stay at my house because he was always kinda a drunk and like I said sorta a creep... But then one night after he was belligerently drunk I was fed up and told him that me and my mom didn't want him around anymore and that I hated his guts and that we all would rather he be dead...... and the next morning me and my mom found out he went and committed suicide by shooting himself in his truck on some country road... For years after this I felt like total shit because I knew it was my fault he killed himself. I mean I didn't really like him but I would never want someone to go as far as suicide. I carried this grief around with me for several years until about 9 months ago while I was driving down the road at night. It was dark out and I was driving down the road and I was the only car for a little ways. Then a train coming from the other direction came and sort of blinded me with its lights. I squinted and continued to drive through when suddenly I felt cold and eerily not alone. I look in my rear view mirror and there I see my dead step father sitting in my backseat. I was immediately stricken with fear and had to pull over immediately but I still kept seeing his image their in my mirror. Finally after being pulled over for a moment and starting to panic and frantically cry I finally mustered up enough courage to ask what this spirit wanted. My step father spoke to me and said that for many years he was upset with me but he finally had come to terms and wanted me to know that he was no longer mad at me and that it wasn't my fault. after that he just disappeared... After a few moments of shaking I finally made it back on the road.